TELL ME ABOUT YOUR MOTHER
Molly Jong-Fast
“I am sexually repressed. Or at least that’s true according
to every shrink I’ve had, which at the ripe old age of twenty-six
is ten. According to them, as the daughter of the woman who coined
the term “zipless fuck,” I had no other choice. Let’s
face it: I am every therapist’s wet dream. My mother wrote
a book called Fear of Flying, and I in fact have a fear of flying.
You don’t need to be Freud to have a field day with my psyche.
Where to start when it comes to my relationship with the practitioners
of the talking cure? I guess I should give you a little family
history. We are Jews. We suffer from the two great inheritances
of the Jewish
people: irritable bowel syndrome and guilt. Irritable bowel syndrome
can be solved by frequent trips to the gastroenterologist. But
guilt — well,
that’s a little more complicated.
Every single one of my grandparents was born into backbreaking
poverty, and every single one of them was a first generation
American. My
family went from poor and crazy, like Dostoevsky’s Raskolnikov,
to rich and crazy, like Howard Hughes. And with money comes certain
inalienable rights—the ability to employ many lawyers and accountants,
knowledge of the geography of the first floor of Bergdorf’s,
and most importantly, a permanent position on the shrink’s
couch…”
Molly Jong-Fast is the twenty-six-year-old
author of the weirdly popular cult novel Normal Girl.
She has written for The New York Times, The Times of
London, Cosmo,
Mademoiselle, Marie Claire, British Elle, and many
other newspapers and magazines. She has an MFA from Bennington
College. She recently chronicled
her wedding for Modern Bride Magazine. She lives in New
York City with her husband; her child; their cocker spaniel, Godzuki;
and Pete,
the world’s fattest cat. Her mother wrote Fear of Flying,
her grandpa wrote Spartacus, and her great-great grandfather was
a herring merchant.